It feels terrible when you see your hero going from bad to worse. Yes he was my hero .. one who would never go wrong... who has a reason for everything... who was Mr. right... i always wanted to grow up like him.Today when i met him after so many years i saw a totally different man ... a Man with no values .. a man with fake attitude .. no maturity .. no humbleness... a cheat ... a man not at all like my hero....
the strange thing is that i'm not angry ... m sad .. am embarrassed ... i feel as if i have done something wrong .. as if i did all his crimes...
He would never know what he did to me.... how he killed my childhood hero.
and it will always hurt when ever i will go back in my memory lane i will see him; my hero ... and realize how very wrong i was....
It hurts to even come face to face with him. i do not wish to see him any more... i do not wish to even complain....
'I will just let you go.... away from my life'
- thats my punishment.
